Well.. that escalated quickly.
If I could run to you..
I hope things are going well, goodnight.
—Tyler Clayton, April 7 - 12:13am
It’s been over a year and I can’t say I’m over it completely, I can’t say that I have sincerely tried to move on, I can’t say that I don’t love you anymore.. but I can say that I learned to love myself all by myself and I don’t need anyone to remind me that I’m beautiful.
Tyler and me at the train station.
You think you’re getting back at me, don’t you? You think sending my rude text messages makes you any better of a person? It doesn’t! You’re the one who was playing games all along! You cheated on me. You cheated on Bryce. You’re a cheater and a liar and you think you’re done with all of this? I was done a long time ago! It has taken me forever to be independent. It has taken me forever to be strong, and you’re trying to step on me so I’m back down to where I started! I’m not going to allow this anymore. You don’t get to treat me like this! I am a human being who deserves respect. You don’t care about anyone except for yourself! The only reason you’re coming back is because Bryce left you. I hate you. I do.. I can never love you again. I tried killing myself twice because of you, and that isn’t love. That’s not love at all.
Dammit. I give up.
Love is not coming my way anytime soon.. I’ll just sit and wait.